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Divorce
 I am still so angry that getting "out" is so socially acceptable to many(not me).  If you think back, I'm sure you can come up with something early on that lead you to this point. I made so many mistakes that I didn't even at the time understand I was making. There is also something to be said when you are past a point of repair, we had seen 4 different marriage councelors. First was very bad, ironically  he was the priest that married us. the second was the best and made a point that stuck in my head, you should never give up if you are angry or hurt, only if you feel nothing at all. Well I can't say that is how it went down, it was one of the most bitter divorce proceeding I have ever heard of. I learned about 2 months ago(we've been D'd for 3 years) that she told my then 5yr daughter that I filed divorce on her...Since I choose not to use a child as a pawn I will post it here.

Dear Miss R,
Your mother informed me that she had filed divorce via email. She refused any counseling the spring to summer she filed. why? It was most likely that she was to busy having sex with an old boy friend. Why haven't you seen me on TG iin the last 4 years? Simple in 08 it was my year, she took you to her sisters(your aunt) without telling me. Yes I filed papers, didnt matter she got a notice to behave the ruling came in Jan of 09. Then in 09 I came over to pick you up, no one was home I sat outside her house for 5hours. 2010 she said you would be in town, I drove down no one home. She sent me a text saying she had taken you to her parents and I was to feel free to stop by. So after 10hrs of driving I went home and to sleep with a promise from her I would be able to see you the next day. well that day didnt work for her I guess. again this past year I was invited to pick you up from your grandparents. she said we could have 2hrs but the rest of the day was packed. remember when I called to say I was on my way and you two were out at the mall(is the mall even open on TG?).  I do believe your mother loves, I also believe she has gone to extremes to keep you from me, and then blame me. I have more papers filed, her atty has files extention after extention. It's a very simple plan, run me out of money. It's working too.  In the end the only one that this will hurt is you as I grow numb to any feelings anymore.  Try to remember you are the light of my life and some day you will see that not all is as it seems.

I love you

Daddy